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May be Too Young......

Wed Nov 4, 2009, 4:37 PM
  • Mood: Resentful
  • Reading: my journal
  • Watching: NCIS
So, I'm having a complete mental breakdown right now. Most of you (or all of you) can just ignore this, I'm simply ranting.

It's almost been a year, in a few weeks I go visit my doctor to tell her about how PCOS has been affecting my life, and how birth control has been helping. I've been looking through the 19 images/posts deviant art has about this condition and reading the stories of other woman who share this condition. My future does not look bright right now. I don't want to say too much about what I've read because they're not my stories to tell, but basically, I've figured out that I will NEVER have children, and if I do he/she will be a SERIOUS miracle. I may be too young to think about having children, I'm only 17. I don't think it really matters, I know I want to be a mommy, and I want to have my own kids. Sure, I plan on adopting, but that's not the same. I will overcome this disease, I WILL find a way to defeat every stupid part of this condition that has made me who I am-and not for the better- I'm too young to deal with this damn condition, I'm too young to think 'someday I might develop diabetes, and I'll be SCREWED over if I do' I'm too young to worry about how many miscarriages will be caused by this condition, how many times I'll have to try to get my red-haired blue eyed baby ballerina.....It's too much for a 17 year old to handle. I can only hope that a cure will be discovered soon, not just for me, but for any girl/woman who has the same break-downs I do.....

Rant over.

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  • Current Residence: Somewhere near Seattle
  • deviantWEAR sizing preference: Large
  • Interests: Drawing, Dancing, Reading friends
  • Favourite movie: X-men
  • Favourite band or musician: My Chemical Romance AFI Anberlin
  • Favourite genre of music: Rock Musical theater
  • Favourite artist: General Mishap
  • Favourite poet or writer: Stephanie Meyer
  • Favourite style of art: photomanips, photography and drawing
  • MP3 player of choice: Ipod!
  • Tools of the Trade: camera, paper, pencil, colored pencils

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As my username would imply, I love to dance.
I'm your typical teenage girl, I love my friends I love to chat and make new friends and I'm just a little bit insane.
Freindships and dance= life.
I love photography, so you'll see a lot of that in my gallery, as well as many many poems. I'm a very emotional girl so be ready for emotions to come out.

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I wanted to thank you so much for :+fav: on my "Instant de Paix". Glad you liked it :sun:

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Thanks for the fave :D and for some STUPID REASON I'm not receiving journals from you. D:
:iconsweetballerina:
huh haven't we tried to fix that problem before?????

NO problem

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Thank-you very much for faving my work. It is appreciated.

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